so, i might be a lil' bit jealous...

hm... previously, this was what i said basically... am happy to be single, enjoy making new friends, meet new people, anticipate the unexpected turn of event around the corner and bla... bla...bla... well, maybe that anticipation is a lil bit overdue... and i might be a lil bit losing my patience here... i mean, yeah, i've been hearing this way before, ever since matrix, that patience is bitter while its result is sweet, but damn, i have to repeat what i once wrote in my journal... that patience is playing on my nerves now, very bitterly...
the right guy might come along... or might not... shall i wait forever? or shall i settle with the second best? damn... i don't even know who the hell is the second best... not that sure anymore, anyway...
so, here goes... another friend of mine is getting married this august... she's this quiet girl in class, always smiling ever so sweetly, but never say a word that could be defined as nonsense...she's this kind of quiet girl who you'll never think would get married so easily, but, well, she will... nice... congrats to her... which brought me to think...
i was considered the loud girl in class, basically, the obnoxious one who tend to do things that drew people's attention, whether it was something likable or not... damn, how i wish i knew how to keep my mouth shut, or to be a bit more subdued or reserved or even quiet...
but then, that wouldn't be me... and i'm happy with the fact that i know who i am and how i am and happy with it...
now, then, why am i jealous of that quiet, nice girl?hah, yeah, because she's getting married, and i'm not...
nice, and i have to admit i'm not even ready to get married. i don't even know how to cook, for God's sake, and i'm jealous of my friend who's getting married!
it kind of twisting my mind for a bit... maybe i'm having a hormonal imbalance rite now... i might laugh my head off reading this later and delete it, but here goes... contradictory to what i wrote in june (i think,)i am jealous of my friends who are married...
there, it's out of my head... laugh your head off, now, i know you want to... till i do the same and delete this, ciao!!

LOA...

seriously... memang pelik sejak minggu lepas asyik takde selera nak makan... loss of appetite, LOA, yang takde explanation...tapi takde seteruk masa kena denggi dulu...boleh je makan, tapi tulah, makan macam makan plastik...tak de perisa, tak de rasa, tak de enjoy... nothing... fed up pun ade...
until last weekend... pergi KL, ada classmates kawin (yup, you're telling me...wedding season yang tak habis-habis lagi)... berubah angin... dah okey sikit selera...
and then, the next day, pergi beli laptop baru...hm, hari apa ye? ahad, 28th june 2009... kononnya nak cari acer pink, takde dah... tu limited edition... so belilah acer aspire 4736, instead... with original vista...rm2400...gile...dulu dekat rm4000 satu laptop, dapat barang free pun dua je... sekarang with that almost half the price, barang free pulak tambah sampai tujuh...ish..ish..ish..
and, miraculously, selera datang balik...ihih...aku sedey sampai macam tu sekali ke sebab takde laptop? tak sedar pun...kihkihkih...
so, moral of the story...my laptop is my love... aduhai...takde benda bernafas ke yang aku boleh love sampai macam tu?
hah, that question takde lagi jawapannya dalam skema...
till next time, ciao!

nice quote...

Wherever God erects a house of prayer,
The Devil always builds a chapel there:
And 'twill be found, upon examination;
The latter has the largest congregation.

Daniel Defoe (1660-1731)

i just quoted that from the gadget...nanti esok dia dah tukar lain...but i really like this one... it makes you think, don't you think?it's true, though... don't you think so?

memang dah sejak dari kejadian Adam dan Hawa lagi dah, setan dah janji nak porak perandakan umat manusia... dan memang dia orang berjaya je most of the time... Astaghfirullahal'azim...