wedding season...

seriously...sementangla sekarang ni cuti sekolah, sume orang duk taram kawin je ye...
okay, i might want to rephrase that, it sounded way overboard with jealousy, but the heck with it, what if i am truly jealous?
who wouldn't b, when u're in ur mid twenties?but then when i think back, look back and ponder back, i'm not that jealous...
oh, yeah, i do want to find some1 that i will spend the rest of my life with, some1 who can bring back my magic carpet and fly me back into the judith mcnaught's zone, but hey, guess what? i'm not ready...
nope, not yet, and i wouldn't find it weird if it's not ever...
i dunno... it kind of hard 2 tell... everything is up to Him...
i think i'm not ready yet... iyola, calon xdak satu hal... that's kind of my fault, but really, i won't say i'm picky, exactly,or choosy, whatever the term... but then, what do u expect? u want to spend the rest of ur life with a guy u've never known b4... a girl has every right to be choosy and picky and whatever else the term is...and we live in a place where there's hardly a variety of choices to pick from...
i mean its like girl to guy ratio is 4 to 1 or becoming 5 to 1 or sumthing like that...how do u expect us girls to choose? we got our competitions breathing down our necks, circling our waists and stepping us on our heads...how the heck do we choose?
bak kate addin shah dalam aA+bB novel tu, xkan nk kutip je ntah jejaka mane kat tepi2 jalan... tapi dh kat tengah jalan pun dh penuh dgn ladies, sometime a girl will go down to desperate measure...
tapi Alhamdulillah, aku x sampai lagi sedesperate itu... dan mintak2 la xkan terjebak sampai camtu sekali... still waras lagi...
dan memang malas nak pikir pun...
kalau ade, adela...
n anyway, tak terase pun layak diri ni nak buat komitment terbesar dalam hidup tu... iyela, x cukup kriteria lagi ni... domestic chores pun tunggang langgang, banyak yang aci mak buatkan...
masak pun malas, dan most of the time main campak aje ntah ape2, yang basic pun ntah boleh buat ke x...boleh nak jage anak orang camtu?eish...
so, kesimpulannye, even though its wedding season, all the best and congratulation to my fwens who're getting married, i'm happy as i am... and very glad that i can say that without cringing...
i'm happy that i'm single, can do whatever i want and be friends with whomever I choose...
i can enjoy my work, enjoy meeting new people who become friends, enjoy mengarut kat blog ni and enjoy waiting in anticipation for a surprise around the corner...
so, jealous or not i might be,i know there are people out there who's jealous of me enjoying my life rite now...
hahaha... peace out...