i'm exhausted...

hola... from lazy, i jump 2 exhaustion... heh, what the heck is wrong with me these days?? but, then, seriously, maybe i just need a break from everything... and i mean, everything... work, stories, life... heh, no, i don't mean the last one.. tu gila bunyi macam suicidal la pulak... sayang nyawa lagi.. banyak lagi benda nak buat... banyak lagi benda dalam kepala yang nak dikeluarkan... waiting for the right time and the right words to come flowing in.. masalah betul bila ada too much plans in the head, berlumba-lumba nak dibuat... alih-alih, i'm staring @ nothing for an hour and a half, tak boleh buat apa ke jadah pun... cet!
physically exhausted, yeah.. walaupun the road to work not too bad anymore these days, but then bila bayangkan esok kena bangun awal dan tak boleh tidur dah lepas subuh, sebab nak kena pergi kerja, aiyo... terus badan letih... i'm such a bad worker, eh? nanti la, tunggu 1 mei, jadi good worker balik.. heh, hari pekerja... okey, okey, lawak tak kelakar...
mentally exhausted... sebab sedey idea dah tak datang mencurah macam dulu... dulu waktu datang kerja pun boleh just sit back sekejap, tulis... sekarang habuk pun tak dak... nape ye? mungkin sebab just nak kena kembangkan je idea lama tu? ye ke macam tu? tapi, pam nak bagi 'mengembang' tu macam bocor je, tak mengembang mana pun...:(
heh, okey, sorry.. don't understand what i'm ranting about? nanti la... not ready yet to spill... ni kira baguih dah ni mengarut kat sini... kalau tak, tak de nye... heh, memang aku dah melalut.. chow dulu la ye!