got stopped by a police traffic today...

ihih, got stopped by a police traffic today... sebab memotong kat lane traffic lite yg patutnya turn rite je...dahla memang dah nampak dah polis tu sebelum tu duk tahan dua orang mamat motor... even before that, sebab dah perabis duit belanja orang yang tolong buat turun kanopi untuk pameran kenali ubat anda tadi, dapat gak instinct memang kalau kena tahan polis n saman on the spot, memang tak terkata apa sebab serius duit tinggal syiling je... tu pun tak banyak... sekali kena tahan betul... memangla instinct waktu tu gila rasa semacam je...
cuak jugak rasa, tapi boleh buat selamba lagi... masa enchek polis mintak lesen, boleh lagi tipu kata tak perasan lane tu untuk turn rite je... enchek polis siap cakap tergezut tengok pompuan, ingatkan laki yg bawak berdecung...hehehe...or his actual word, jate... (kelantan for jantan)...
time dia suh keluar keta n mintak ic, dah siap buat muka comey, rayu boleh tak bagi warning je dulu, janji tak buat dah (for the time being)...
hehe, n enchek polis mengalah...kihkih...siap ty dah ada boypren belum...ish ish ish..takde soalan lain sungguh pakcik ni... pakcik, pakcik, soalan tu memang susah nak jawab... jawab dah ada kan, jadi menipu... jawab takde kan, macam menggatal pulak... nasib baik pakcik dah tua... saya bagi senyum-senyum sumbing jela pakcik ye, tak menjawab soalan... pakcik enchek polis tu pahamla kot...
pastu boleh lagi sembang dengan enchek polis tu pasal h1n1 sampai dekat 5 minit...dia ty situasi kat kuala berang... cakapla masih terkawal walaupun memang dah ada kes... kat dungun je teruk, bagitau dia.. dia ty pasal marang, sebab dia kije situ gak or something like that, cakapla tak dengar lagi kes... dia ty lagi pasal vaccine, cakapla patutnya dia pergi cucuk... tapi kena gi cucuk klinik swasta la n kena bayar... x surela polis ada peruntukan x untuk free vaccine... patutnya adalah, sian pakcik-pakcik polis yg duk deal dengan orang ramai tiap-tiap hari... high risk jugak tu...hm, entahla... suh pakcik tu ty pejabat dia ada tak budget untuk polis macam dia, kesianla pulak rasa...
dia ty pulak no phone, konon nak call supaya boleh ty pasal ubat, cakap suh dia call spital...hehehe.. dia gelak...
lepas macam tu je... so, from what i expected 2 b a bad experience, jadi macam kelakar n bestla pulak...hehehe...improve my mood for the day... good..good... want 2 share that with u...hehehe...
n for the time being, x memotongla kut situ kot... kotla... tapi kalau lane sebelah tu lembap betap sangat, potong jugak... tapi kena make sure no cop on sightla...kihkih... second time won't b a warning anymore...have 2 remember that!!

induksi 17th till 30th july 2009...

kursus 2 minggu... memang expectation waktu tu bosan sangap ngantuk mamai mamun apa segala ada la...lepas tu ada exam pulak at the end of the session...memang gile stress, tertekan, tension, mension segalala...lepas tu majority dengan docs pulak...lagila imagine tahap skema, nerdy, geeky, ntah apa-apa lagila... nasib baik ada ramai geng-geng lama... boleh kasi havoc sikit...
and memang jadi havoc pun...kihkihkih...
agaknya dalam fikiran doc-doc tu mesti duk fikir yang bebudak farmasi ni takde kerja lain, duk meriuhkan suasana, mencapap situ sini, hu-ha tak tentu kala, bertepuk tampar selamba, bergurau tak hingat dunia jela kerjanya...well, hello there, mister, we did learn pharmacology, we did learn diseases, and whatever the hell else, and we do work like crazy, we do care for patients, we do have to do this, and that and whetever the heck else, cuma tak boleh diagnose je and memang tak reti pun...but, here's the but... we still know how to have fun la...
and it was fun... the kursus, i mean...unexpectedly so, surprisingly so, but it was...
rupanya x sume docs geeky, nerdy, skemala...at last, they impressed me... not much, but the fact that they did is quite enough...
maybe helped by a fact that bebudak farmasi ni duk provoke nak have fun je...x kisah orang nak kata apa, jadi diaorang si docs ni pun dah tak boleh terkata apa, terikut jugak sikit2...
alrightla tu... boleh kenal doc yg pandai joget gelek2 ala kartun kucing kuning dalam iklan digi tu...nak pecah perut gelak sebab dia sorang... doc yg cute pakai topi terbalik berlakon jadi budak spoiled...jadi pulak tu... doc yg ada bakat berkaraoke, kalah aznil dalam jangan lupa lirik... doc yang rock, bawak myvi pecut 120km/hr tengah2 on the way nak gi jerteh... laju siot terasa...baru aku tau...selama ni aku bawak 120 enjoy je...hah, ambik kau, baru terasa bila jadi penumpang laju 120 tengah jalan 1 way tu macam mana...kalau highway tak heran pulak...
so, kesimpulannya, it was fun...one of the memories i'll treasure 4eva...cewah...
and still, bebudak farmasi memang suka mencapap...malam mesra mencapap lagi dengan koir trademark kenali ubat anda...hehehe...well, we're one hell of a strong group...just want to show them that...we clicked together nicely, tak pernah terputus lagi setakat ni Alhamdulillah, walau masing2 dah kerja kat ceruk mana entah...tu yang nak tunjuk kat docs ni... when u have fun with ur friends once in a while, u'll find the bond grows stronger... and u'll remember it with a big smile on ur face... like i do now...
all the best, geng, miss u!

just 2 prove i'm not the only one dreaming...

I have dreamed in my life, dreams that have stayed with me ever after, and changed my ideas; they have gone through and through me, like wine through water, and altered the color of my mind.

Emily Bronte (1818-1848)

there, emily bronte the great poet pun dreaming gak... basically that's what great authors or writers do...dream...that's where they get their inspiration, their vast imagination...i'm trying to learn how 2 do that...

it's easy 2 dream... u can dream on and on and on and on... but 2 turn that dream into something real, something not just imagination, something not just fantasy tu yang payah, susah, sukar, hard, difficult,complicated... it's not impossible, i get that now, but not so easy a possibility either...

it requires a lot of efforts, a lot of perahan minda, a lot of stressful thinking, a lot of time in the quiet of the night or early morning...it requires patience...and that is something i do not get easily...

so, i might be a lil' bit jealous...

hm... previously, this was what i said basically... am happy to be single, enjoy making new friends, meet new people, anticipate the unexpected turn of event around the corner and bla... bla...bla... well, maybe that anticipation is a lil bit overdue... and i might be a lil bit losing my patience here... i mean, yeah, i've been hearing this way before, ever since matrix, that patience is bitter while its result is sweet, but damn, i have to repeat what i once wrote in my journal... that patience is playing on my nerves now, very bitterly...
the right guy might come along... or might not... shall i wait forever? or shall i settle with the second best? damn... i don't even know who the hell is the second best... not that sure anymore, anyway...
so, here goes... another friend of mine is getting married this august... she's this quiet girl in class, always smiling ever so sweetly, but never say a word that could be defined as nonsense...she's this kind of quiet girl who you'll never think would get married so easily, but, well, she will... nice... congrats to her... which brought me to think...
i was considered the loud girl in class, basically, the obnoxious one who tend to do things that drew people's attention, whether it was something likable or not... damn, how i wish i knew how to keep my mouth shut, or to be a bit more subdued or reserved or even quiet...
but then, that wouldn't be me... and i'm happy with the fact that i know who i am and how i am and happy with it...
now, then, why am i jealous of that quiet, nice girl?hah, yeah, because she's getting married, and i'm not...
nice, and i have to admit i'm not even ready to get married. i don't even know how to cook, for God's sake, and i'm jealous of my friend who's getting married!
it kind of twisting my mind for a bit... maybe i'm having a hormonal imbalance rite now... i might laugh my head off reading this later and delete it, but here goes... contradictory to what i wrote in june (i think,)i am jealous of my friends who are married...
there, it's out of my head... laugh your head off, now, i know you want to... till i do the same and delete this, ciao!!

LOA...

seriously... memang pelik sejak minggu lepas asyik takde selera nak makan... loss of appetite, LOA, yang takde explanation...tapi takde seteruk masa kena denggi dulu...boleh je makan, tapi tulah, makan macam makan plastik...tak de perisa, tak de rasa, tak de enjoy... nothing... fed up pun ade...
until last weekend... pergi KL, ada classmates kawin (yup, you're telling me...wedding season yang tak habis-habis lagi)... berubah angin... dah okey sikit selera...
and then, the next day, pergi beli laptop baru...hm, hari apa ye? ahad, 28th june 2009... kononnya nak cari acer pink, takde dah... tu limited edition... so belilah acer aspire 4736, instead... with original vista...rm2400...gile...dulu dekat rm4000 satu laptop, dapat barang free pun dua je... sekarang with that almost half the price, barang free pulak tambah sampai tujuh...ish..ish..ish..
and, miraculously, selera datang balik...ihih...aku sedey sampai macam tu sekali ke sebab takde laptop? tak sedar pun...kihkihkih...
so, moral of the story...my laptop is my love... aduhai...takde benda bernafas ke yang aku boleh love sampai macam tu?
hah, that question takde lagi jawapannya dalam skema...
till next time, ciao!

nice quote...

Wherever God erects a house of prayer,
The Devil always builds a chapel there:
And 'twill be found, upon examination;
The latter has the largest congregation.

Daniel Defoe (1660-1731)

i just quoted that from the gadget...nanti esok dia dah tukar lain...but i really like this one... it makes you think, don't you think?it's true, though... don't you think so?

memang dah sejak dari kejadian Adam dan Hawa lagi dah, setan dah janji nak porak perandakan umat manusia... dan memang dia orang berjaya je most of the time... Astaghfirullahal'azim...